I miss Xhin :'(

I miss you so so so so so so so much. :(

It's been so long since I had an actual conversation with you. :(

*

I MISS YOU! :(

fml :(

My stupid ugly but so pretty and nice sony phone.

IT'S SPOILT!

:'(

And the sad thing is, all my saved messsages are gone. I don't know how but they're all gone.

Even if I got my phone fixed, how on earth am I going to retrive all my saved messages. :'( There's a reason why they're saved and now they're gone.

I don't get those anymore.

so, tell me, DARLING.

"I thought I was smart when I picked those flowers but turns out they wilter faster than the ones I hadn't picked."

3.30pm

:(

Yesterday when i said, "hopes for a better tomorrow", well, today isn't turning out to be a "better tomorrow".

Sucks rotten eggs.

Somehow things doesn't seem to flow in a way anymore. It goes in one and splits at the juction.

Show's how horrible a holiday can be and what it does to someone like me.


Hey, I miss you.

* something but nothing goes here

Kind of stupid to think that most of the time what's on your list doesn't include a word which states my name.



Most of the time almost everytime i wish you had more time for me.

I HATE FEELING BORED

I HATE FEELING BORED.

I HATE FEELING BORED.

I HATE FEELING BORED.

I HATE FEELING BORED.

But most of...

I HATE BEING NEGLECTED

I feel that is just plain heartless.

@#$%

okehroheorhweh@@@###

* Wish I could keep you much longer.

Wish I could just stop by, and live by your side.

Wish I could just stop by, and never say hi.



As long as I'm alive baby I'd die for you.

As long as I got them eyes, I'd have a side.

Fml.

I don't think i can make it through this holidays. It was hard enough last holiday already. And by that i meant last year. It was hard i tell you. Dreadful.

Maybe for some of you out there you don't feel it. But i know i did and i do and i will.

I kind of miss my friends and my classmates. Yeah my classmates who aren't going to be my classmates anymore next year. :S

It's sad because you've spent 3 years with them in the same classroom and you guys have already been so used to each others' habits. And it changes. You know there is a feeling inside of me, doubtful, knowing that somehow things would change? :(

LOL.

One main reason i don't like holidays is because it takes me away from Xhin. Now that to you, may be a ridiculous reason. Whatever. But yeah it's my reason. Even to him he may not feel that much but i do. Even if i was occupied with something there is still some sadness.

And wtf i didnt realize today was a Saturday! Eugene texted me a "Hello!" and i was wondering, "WHY AREN'T YOU AT SCHOOL!". And he was like, "it's Saturday??".

-___________-

Fml.

Well. It's hard.



Baby next year with all your chemicals and formulas to remember,

would you still have time for me? :(

meatballs;-*

Dammit.

I want to watch

Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs



But it's hard to get friends to agree to this movie cause it's a cartoon. -.- Yeah, "lame ass" cartoon. I want to watch it okay.

Note; do you know how much i hesitated and dreaded to watch Jennifer's Body? I just want to watch this cartoon movie just for once. I've been wanting to. But no. Too lame.


"Wtf why so lame. As if people would just stand there with their mouths opened while burgers are dropping!"


"Damn lame la yeah right burger where got can drop from the sky one."

That's cause it's cartoon and it's imaginative and that's why i want to watch because i just want to and i think it's a good movie. But nevermind.

.

Just let it be as usual.